yup yup here to post lalala how i wish my house will be at amk lolx...then at night can mayb can go out meet dear the percentage of meeting him will be higher heehs....miss miss him 2 day nvr meet le...ehh in sku onli saw dear one time...=.-...that is when after recess...

hmm bore 3 more day to mid-year exam and u noe wad??i still dun understand some of the subject wth...T.T math physic chem social history...eng chinese art F&N... dot...haiz...kkz go study le...

end** miss dear...<33 lub ya...

yay this will be my 141 post ,muhahaha...haiz very very very very de bore...

lost in my own world...

darkness

loneliness

afraid

cold

confusing

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coz i am not difficult...







sometime i juz wonder why cant i be lik ur
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ai d34r<33 miss and lurve ya...

haiz boreboreboreboreboreboreborebore juz back from the math remedial..very de stress lolx...stress until wanna cry liao...during the math lessno i dun understand wad cher teaching then she go very fast...also but when break time go ask her now noe abit onli le...

hmmm kkz main thing of typing this post is to type wad happened ytd...

28APRIL-NAT last day of sku sobz..miss*

erm...ytd ehh start from morning...got art lesson..then err me hong kk xj sit together draw pic of mrbala and mdn yick lolx...very funni...erm then nth happen le bah...hahaz jump to after sku...err me and hong go home first coz got alot book...then meet hong at shelter then go buy sweet then go borrow comic heehs..[at central] then take bus go joel house lol started to rain me and hong stand under the bridge then hong called joel...then walk to the gate.. wait lolx..stand in the rain...then joel come open door while runing for the shelter his slipper drop lolx..then he run back wear....erm after that go up joel house then go down to the swiming pool still raining...err drizzling bah..then on the floor got water we kick and splash each other err opps sry we=me hong nat min jw wj and joel!!!...erm then use swimming pool de water to splash splash till wetwet lolx...cold sia...then soon dear ryan xj dennis lai liao...then go play basketball...then me walk away sit alone lolx..at the side middle or the pool hahaz...err themn blablabla playaplay play then dear they all come back...then me and hong go buy potatochip...go in onli start shivering lolx..then hong tell me go out wait hahaz...then after that go back me and hong walk inside the baby pool lolx...WARM DE LO!!! then walk back then the girls sit at one side of the pool eat potatochip...after finish start playing again...erm...me and cheris sit together "wash" clothes lolx..then blablabla go back...then change..dry clothes..then go down err blablabla [lazy type =P] erm over there felt lik disappearing ...coz err dunno why also hahaz..then ehh they eat cake sing birthday song lolx...funni...then erm go back..take cab wif d34r actually also got kk but be4 there are cab 159 bus come le then he take bus home...then me and d34r take cab...erm...then go home le hahaz...end** erm is the game getting boring??

missing ya d34r*<33 ya...

AiNi...

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hmmm....yupyup here to post sobz todae also cannot meet d34r T.T ehh got meet him but for a while lolx..erm nvm tmrtmrtmr hopehopehope muhahahaz....

hauz dunno how do art dunno draw what every body got thing draw onli me stupid sia...ya i admit that i am stupid muahaha so next time dun tell me i am stupid...haiz..hope i will noe what can i draw lolx...

erm kay then shall end here heehs....

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haiz...erm did i realli think too much?? erm stupid brain why think so many thing...i am not a normal girl i am adnormal hahahaz...noe why?? coz i am different...realli different from alot ppl...heehs..mayb bah that's what i think..onli...

sometime i am juz simply too lazy to even explain...the thing i actually not in wrong...heehs...stupid right??but nvm use to it le..no matter how i explain also NO use de so suan le...

erm todae go sku same thing study blablabla then commit...then ms chin wan us bring the book back lolx..so many sia heavy till siiaox..after leave the class room i dunno walk where lolx...coz alot book then still got drink[bottle de apple tea] nid take then i decided to sit down outside classroom de table finish drinking throw le then go back...hey i am alone ok? lolx...sadsad hahaz nvm use to it le i dun mind liao scare is abit larhx..coz is totally nobody onli me there drinking apple tea lolx weird mah?? erm...then ehh soon finish drinking apple tea...then go library return xj story book erm stupid horx? help ppl when actually i am in trouble carrying my heavy book...nvm wo shi hao ren muahahaz jkjk sot le actually xj is tell susanna help but then she never then she tell me gif xj when i gonna gif him he MIA liao lolx..erm opps where did i stop??erm yup after go library of coz go home lo...heehs...then on comp use comp then here i am typing this post hahaz...

paiseh srysry today abit sot lolx...err mayb not abit coz juz now raining plus lighting plus thunder then plus together sot me lolx...so now very de sot...=X err erm what am i typing ?? words muhahah...ask and answer myself lolx..

NO17<----there is a LiON OMG!!!! mummy helphelp...!!! kkz end =X [got len diao??]

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miss ya d34r<33

erm another post for todae muhahaha..i sot le lolx..hey i am sick again hahaz...erm did i actually recover?? lolx...mayb..mayb nope hahaz...haiz...bore...erm nth much to post actually or shuld i sae err i mean tpye "nth at all" lolx..erm let's see...


me heehs...using bro NEW!!! hp jealous sia!!!

cute mah?? lolx...


yay!!!! the super guai 1E1 haiz...miss*


heehs...


muaCcks<33

hey happy to see me updating my blog?? erm hahaz...nvm if you dont haiz kinda sianx...

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erm...todae is speech day erm ahem* not rehersal le h0rx..erm wake up at 5...pack my thing wake bro up..then 630 wake mom and dad up...erm then dad fetch go sku abt 7 reach i thought i can take key from mdm yick first but h0rx dotz...she haven come...then nvm i go forth floor wait awhile lataz go stuff room find her again stll not in go forth floor again then go down find her again i walk up and down up and down dun know how many time then soon alot dancer come liao i stay at forth floor wif them was abt to go down find yick again...pris came then...i sae mdn yick havne come then she call mdn yick..emr then i sudden rmb meichen is lik got sae she saw mdn yick i asked her to confirm..then i tell pris then pris was on the way down saw amelia,amelai asked "haven take key arix..."then pris is lik shouted "nobody wan go take"[i think so bah] then i was like dotz..abit lik i was at fault then felt lik kena scold by pris lik that..erm nvm i am in wrong also for not listening clearly to wad meichen sae..

erm then soon blablabla the indian dancer take the key open door then change clothes then make up..blablabla then go the IT resource room inside was blo0dy cold de lo...then er i sit at corner wif two cher mshui and ms lock[ehh is this "lock" horx] and xin en then i sit betweent the two cher and they talking i listening found out that this two cher like to watch TV lolx...they are talking abt te TV program lolx..then soon pris elaine come back from the prize presentation..ehh not soon bah coz we stay in the IT resource rm for very de long b4 they come in lolx..then they wear bell blablabla erm realli soon our turn to go back stage prepare le lolx...is lik more nervous then the SYF lolx...erm then blablabla dance hao le...[hey, i got smile ok? heehs]erm then go ava room change then remove make up pack thing while packing i was lik abit feel lik kena scold by pris again lolx..mayb is becoz she shouted or sae too loud bah.. elaine ask me to keep the cotton then i dunno put where i asked nobody reply then i rmb got one time cher sae put the cotton inside the blue box then i open the blue box then pris err "sae" , " dun put here! put in the carbinet.."then i err erm ok lolx..then i suddenly felt lik come kena "scold"[that's wat i feel onli] going back also kena "scold"...for this two "scold" got abit feel lik wanna cry liao lolx...nvm now ok le...erm then blablabla...

stand outside library wif dear xj ryan..then err very hot lolx...then soon ms chua came then go 421 de coffee shop wj followed then sit there chat and drink..i very de quiet over there lolx...coz really i got nth to chat abt...then soon she nid go back le...err i mean go deyi lolx..then after she go..ryan and xj eat...after that err wj nid go back le..then the left over go underblock ya same i also very quiet lolx...nth do..then i realli very de bore decided to go home then dear walk me to grandhouse but i wanna buy sweet err then blablabla anyway in the end stayed underblock wif dear...play "game" then 5 go back grandhouse..heehs...

kkz gonna end here...miss ya MuaCcks...<33

yaya i am here to post again...erm nowadays felt that i dont belong to this world, i am just invisible to the people around me...hahaz i mean not all but almost all onli a few 1 to 3["123" lolx] let me felt the i belong to this world...erm those ppl include DEAR and bro and err mayb two onli bah...i really enjoy talking to bro..he might not be able to solve my problem but he listen to my problem and he sometime told me his too hahaz..and i will keep ask who he lik lolx..erm as for dear is cause of his smile hahaz..but when he dun smile horx i will start to wonder did i done something wrong..did i made him bore yup mayb i did...err not mayb bah confirm..heehs...[sry dear] juz wanna tell dear something [ smile more w0rhx...xD but dont fake smile plzplzplz] erm haiz..dunno what to type le..i am in my own world hahaz..lalala super de b0re...tmr got chinese test forgto bring book back sobz...sobzsobz...actually really feel lik crying but i dont know why i am mad haha err the mad is = siao,sot,crazy not angry heehhs...nvm i will still smile de until i found a reason why i wanna cry i then cry...staying happy [=..

missing ya dear<33 MuaCcks..

Haiz..felt so bloody de empty lo..i dont know whye..wondering should i continue with blogging i dont understand whye must i actually post and here i am posting again cause really really i felt very de empty now i dont know what i could do what am i suppose to do..did i think too much?? if i did then i shall scold "stupid brain"..am i mad? feel like crying now haha then dunno whye lataz i will start laughing..crazy isnt it?hmm never mind...hmm tomorrow getting the SYF result le...juz wanna type something that happened ytd...

ytd morning after assembly when to the ava we prepare everything we do our make up blablabla..then ten thirty the bus come fetch us [us=the dancer] to NUS was quite nervous...when we were there saw ms chen hahaz... but sad that she actually dont remember me hmm nvm..soon got one person called us to go and err stand dont at where as it will be our turn soon...soon we when into erm near the backstage but not the backstage..at first quite funny lolx...the person asked us to stand in two row..one row will be going out form the right side of stage then the other will be left...and we all will be going out from left..we stand to the left then he said again "those who going out from right stand here" but nobody replied soon i forgot who sae we all will be going out from the left lolx...and we laughed hahaz...in there, there are quite a few funni thing that happened hahaz..which i dont wanna type...soon we were moved to the backstage nervous sia..soon our turn when we started dancing i suddenly felt nothing really i felt nothing no pressure no stress at all...all i can see is the judge light lolx..i actually got forgot step..and soon after the dance heard that pris hand bell flew out lolx.. and phonethip sae she saw one of the judge light spoilt? err no light bah then guess what she continue? she sae that pris bell hit until the judge light lolx...quite funny...

erm today meet dear go underblock sit...keep tickle him heehs...sry arhx xD

kkz end here bah...

miss ya dear MuaCcks<33

I BLEED juz to know that i am alive..

heehs...haiz bore sianx parent gonna nag cause of my result le hahaz... nvm workhard...but currently i am not heehs..ulcer for few day liao pain lolx..first few day cannot even laugh...
ytd i mad le..hahazz while using comp i keep messing up my hair lolx [and sobbed abit =X] worse thing is that my dad sae he hate me i so "happy"sia...lolx..heehs..

haiz... bore , tire , sianx...but happy cause dance got abit improvement heehs..todae nvr go commit cause dance also being excuse for SYF...haiz nth to type le end bah...

LOVE ya...<33

erm a quite funni video taken from my bro friendster^^--->

ZZzzzz today super de unlucky dotdot...morning erm nth actually happen after assembly is chinese err nid do comp title"the secret in my heart" I totally got no IDEA about it sitting in class for two lesson and my paper is still blank..dotdot the is home econ hahaz happy that cher never come me and hong there talking abt gh*st lolx then talk untilhong going other country lolx..then after home econ is chem stupid hand go scratch until leg then bleed abit erm that one nvm small case hahaz..then is recess err didm't eat go library wif hong then take book read i read until dun feel lik going lolx..after recess is physic erm very de blur dunno wad mr koh teaching then ask yumin then understand abit lolx..then is CE when to comp lab err do dunno wad occupation de thingy then is art hahaz the lesson i lik most for the day played "Bi xian" wif hong then xj at there see...then after sku yay heehs..BUT go commit dotdot...

go canteen wif hong and then go back class at abt two+ xj ryan there then they tell us play "bi xian" then ask the *AHEM what is xj mom hp last no. err didnt actually play cuase hong nvr concentrate erm soon ms chin come in gif work [compre]then go out le...then i start read the passage dot dun understand read until blurblur ask kenneth to teach but then xj kenneth ended up talk abt disgusting thingy lolc..then me and hong listen but i keep tell kenneth teach then he keep continue lolx...erm nvm then i try to do myself i keep flipping the page lolx..then finally noe abit then start do but got cop also heehs until summary then i dunno how do again hmm ...forget abt it now no mood type

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